On Tuesday (5/14) we had our seventh and eighth of the nine classes required for certification as foster parents. I was excited with anticipation to be one step closer to completing this process.
Often times in my life, I find myself discontent and always wanting more, and wanting things to happen instantaneously. I seem to have little time for waiting and little time for enjoying things or being content. One thing I can say, and have said before… for the first time in my life, I am content with this process. No, I don’t agree with everything, but I am finally learning that we are exactly where we need to be at this point in our lives.
As we grow closer to completing this process, I find myself thinking about the things we will “need.” Lately my thoughts are revolving around the “need” for a larger home. We really love our home, but there will come a point when we will outgrow it and the fun will begin in finding the next home. For now, I need to learn to be content with the blessing we have in this home!
As the weekend is coming to a close and it is back to the grind, I can’t help but smile over the past couple of days. Saturday was just an adventure for us. My husband and I decided that we would go to yard sales! This was his first time and I was ready to roll. With a general idea of what we were looking for in mind, we hit the road and came home with a car full of treasures! Books, games, a stroller, baby gate and a tee-pee Yes, I said a tee-pee My husband’s big find of the day! He was like a kid with his new toy, and I couldn’t help but smile and imagine him and our child having fun playing in the tee pee some day!
After our yard sales and a visit with family, we were home to get ready for date night! It has been a while since we had gone out on a date, and I have to admit… it was nice to get out and have some time for each other! Dinner and then it was off to see Tarzan downtown. We took our seats and were excited to watch the show. What we didn’t expect were the emotions that came with the story line YES, I know the story of Tarzan, but darn that Phil Collins and the song I Need to Know. There we sat with tears flowing as young Tarzan sang his heart out about needing to know about his birth family! I couldn’t help but cry and be taken by the lyrics of the song. The show was beautiful and it was a perfect evening out!
Today (Sunday) we attended church as normal. I was excited for today, during both first and second service I was able to speak briefly about an upcoming foster care awareness event that our orphan’s ministry is hosting. My prayer was simple, that the congregation saw the need and responded. I wasn’t nervous about speaking, but was about conveying the message appropriately. I hope that people were touched, not by my words, but by God, I hope that He spoke to them and that a seed was planted! We are looking forward to the event and pray that God sends those that He has called and most of all that God is glorified in this journey!
As we progress in this journey, I find myself “at a loss for words… and the funny thing it’s okay!” I find myself perfectly content most of the time, and am learning to appreciate things a little more.
I included the link for this song by Mercy Me. Word of God Speak – http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PFbEP9dbZYg
“I am not saying this because I am in need, for I have learned to be content whatever the circumstances.” Philippians 4:11 (NIV)